Tuesday, September 16, 2008

High Five of This Summer!!

One more vacation gone. Yes its time to recollect Hi5 of Summer..




Learning art of Research ( No No its Re-search):

Research is art, its not always discovering new avenues but its redefining the things in better way and more interactive manner. It was for the first time I was in more or less advanced lab, working out with nanoparticles. Even after working for 6 weeks I failed to get positive result yet i loved working there.



Cozy days at Chakradharpur:


Often I heard that you live in Chakrampur( or what?), silly village. Where you did not have regular power, no pukka roads.?
Yes, its a silly village where there is no power, no proper roads, muddy and haunting houses. But my dear this was place where I found locals who where poor yet they were the most happy persons on this planet. They had no lust for gold. They were not jealous, they were helping. Even in hot sunny days you would not feel the heat. It is surrounded by the hills known as Jalebia. What happened I was not able to watch Olympics due to load shedding?I watched the most scenic beauties. These were the most mesmerizing moments. I watched small tornado forming. I watched farmers ploughing their field, sewing seeds and singing folk songs. I saw migratory birds, I watched hills as if they were snow topped. Birds flying above me in evening gave me raw feeling. I saw small school children queued up and praying Lord. For a while I was again at my school and praying. It was wonderful to witness hailstorms just cramping us in hours and creating havoc. Due to them power was out for couple of days. But it allowed me to think in my loneliness, to share my parents feelings, also listened to my sister's ideas about her future studies. Together we watched lot of movies and shared lot of stories. Also center of our conversation was Big Brother's job. Initially in vacation Bhaiya was with us but had to leave to join training, afterwards we had short conversations on mobile.

Phot
ography:

It was this summer I got chance to capture using Nikon D40 X dslr. It was a amazing experience. Suddenly I was a photographer capturing beautiful images, I had never imagined before. Daily evening I was capturing images of sky. The sky was colorful. Then I remembered in my child hood at my school I used to paint the sky with all colors but never realized I would saw as such.
Even Papaji was angry several times at why i was capturing photos anytime. He thought that if I captured more images the reel would be full quickly. But I had to make him understand it was digital. Most amazing pictures I captured was that of large camouflaging beetles and raindrops on leaves.

Planning:

This is part I am good at. Yes in the earlier half of summer I was busy planning projects for rest of my MS course. earlier as was bad at submitting project proposals. Actually Professors had to give me their own ideas. Now I had lot of my own ideas when I realised what research meant. I planned about minors. Each time I called my friends I told them about my palns. some where about the day i had to return to college and start my project. Selecting the date to return. I planned to bring a bicycle but eventually was not allowed to bring it. I planned where we should go in vacation, yes I planned to visit mystic kathmandu. Actually I wanted to buy real rudraksha so I wanted to go there. i will tell about rudraksha another day. I told them how we are going to study?



Books:

In reference books I read Morrision Boyd and J D Lee very little. No dear I am in this section not going to describe about chemistry, definitely not. This summer I read about two contrasting characters. One was Bertram Wooster, a young English man who had a charismatic character but always kept distance from girls. girls were fond of him. Jeeves witty character saved him always from troubles. I read P G Wodehouse's " Thank You Jeeves" and "Joy in the morning". Wooster was always full of Woosterian attitude which always created troubles, thanks to god Jeeves was always there to save his master. This first time I liked a non-fiction novel. Before this I was always fond of adventurous novels. At first I was hard for me continue reading more than 2 pages but sooner i was engrossed in the book. Anurag mathur's Inscrutable Americans was the second kind of novel I read this summer. Gopal was lead character. He was a small town Indian and went to America for a course in chemistry. He always thought that Americans were after him to learn their family secret about hair oil. He was a mama's boy and at first tried to be away from girls. Sooner his mate Randy acquainted him about American girls and aroused his Lust. He was able to resist all his temptations somehow, But found love in a very unusual place as predicted by his Land Lady.

In all it was wonderful, rather to say conscious summer






In a nutshell:

A)Books I read:
Thank You Jeeves
Inscrutable Americans
Joy in the morning

B)Music i heard:
Roxette
Madonna
KK
Sunidhi
Rock On
lucky ali
Bachna Ae hasino
Rock On
Jaane Tu Ya....

C) Tv Shows
With my stars:
Heroes session 1,2 9
Friends session 1,2 9
Russel Peters 8
Nat Geo most amazing moments 8
Prison Break session 1,2,3 9
Byomkesh Bakshi 8

D)Summer Flicks with my stars:
Singh is Kinng 6
Bachna Ae Hasino 6.5
Jaane Tu ...Jaane Naa 7.5+.5 for Inox

Summer Delights:
This summers My stars to Restaurants :
Baskin Rubbin 4.5
Bar B Q 3.5
Sweet and Sour 2
Bhaj Hari Mnna 3.5 ( for simplicity) But deducting .5 for simple food and high price---3
Grub Grabs 3.5
Abcos 3.5
Eats ant treats 3
Kfc 3
Ajad Hind 2( for rolls)

Monday, September 15, 2008

But I have to read!!

" You have a Organic Chemistry test on Tuesday, it will be one hour long." Words echoed for last few days. Weekend passed doing assignments of quantum chemistry and watching Dark Knight in Forum and watching few episodes season one of "How I met your Mother". On Sunday Night I slept early at 11:00 p.m. after finishing quantum homework anyhow. Before sleeping I promised myself that I will read it in morning.
Today I woke up at 8:15 am. Seems that I was a bit tired playing table tennis a lot last day. Now it was the time had to be prepared to go college. As usually some promises are made to be broken, I had no time to read Organics. I packed my Organics notebook though I had no class for this subject thinking I might read it in college. Thanks to Bradraj, he told me wrong method to do a problem in assignment and in all free time I had to redo the problem.
My Classes were over at 3:15 P.M. I thought I had enough time to read. I was so engaged in thinking in which order I would read that when Abhiket asked me if I had Rs. 200, Busy in my thoughts I gave him Rs. 2. As I entered Hostel Campus suddenly I forgot I had to read, My focus shifted to my Semester Project. A week ago I had two ideas, and was relaxed and I had ran out of time to submit a project proposal. But now as for one idea's prerequisites will take one semester to arrive. For continuing my summer project (second idea) I had to go to Haringhata, other campus, which I was not willing to go. I went to meet Prof. Mandal to tell him I had no will to go Haringhata in this busy semester to continue my projects on weekends to continue my project. Sir agreed and told I should look for another one. Getting some boost I started searching "science direct" and " pubs.acs" for 1 hour. My keywords for the search were " cell diffusion nanoparticle". i was looking for some papers that would tell me about recent studies made in field on cell biology about interaction of nanoparticles with cell membrane. I got papers over 30,000 but almost all papers required TEM, AFM etc p.s. high class instruments to study.
I was disappointed but it had consumed more 2 hours. I returned to my room, at this point of time I was tired, so for refreshment I thought to watch an episode of "How I met your Mother". It was 6:30 pm and was the time go out and buy milk. It was Ritesh's turn to buy milk. I called him but he was busy doing western blot in biology lab. I made up my mind to go and buy milk keeping in mind my Mom's words -" You should drink milk daily.". As I was half way down the road it started raining, It was the time to return. But I was not going to drink milk, which I should do. Here you cannot survive for long on mess food, you need supplement.I moved forward rather going backward. It started pouring heavily but I was amand on my decision. As I was very near to market, I realized it was monday and EC market remains close on Monday. Being frustated I moved back. It was too late as when I reached my room I was soaked. I was lamenting that I had not read, not had the milk and now soaked.

Now I took my umbrella and went out again in search of milk. I reached a milkman who daily sold milk in front of Labony main gate. I gave him Rs. 11 and told him to give milk packet He asked me which milk packet do you want ? 1. Rs 10. 50 for Mother Dairy or Rs. 11:50 for Amul Taaza. I told him MRP was 11for Amul Taaza and you were asking Rs. 11:50, why? He replied that yes, its true but I sell for 11:50. "Jaago Grahak Jaago" echoed. I took my money and went away. While returning I went to another shop, he was also asking more money. It was quite emotional for me that for milk I am wasting so much time and labor in rain, why should I pay more, even it was 50 paise. I called Ritesh again and told my story. He told he might try to bring milk, might be laughing. I felt little assured and returned. I was angry and forgot to study and again started watching the series. I was glued to my monitor for 1 and half hours until I finished the whole season.
Now it was time to go for supper. Ritesh told me that he had failed to bring milk packet.i knew it. After supper I watched one episode of second season and from then onwards I am writing this blog completely ignoring the fact that I had to study for the test. I knew that tomorrow the test was in the afternoon and still I would not able to study tonight as after writing the blog I was to sleep perhaps and early in mornong I had to go to lab as I had promised Shuvankar da to start a new reaction.
Usually I had completely failed to study for the tests. There was always some reason . Fact was that I had not study yet I was ready to face the test without studying . So here I was blaming myself again.